Amanda Robledo-I LOVE YOU!!!!Im so happy for you that Youve moved to a new house and that ur absolutely lovin it. Thats awesome that life is good, and we need to talk more. We havent seen eachother in like forever.
Justin Taylor Johnson- I LOVE U too lol. We need to hang out more, like outside of fuckin tuesday haha. O yea my bdays comin up hoe........
Perla Munoz- I LOVE U three!!!!!! Yea even though it seems like ever since danny youve been avoiding me, i still love u. Its like were growing apart tho, it sux, well i guess its cuz ur going through tough times. And just to let u no, i cant tell u wat to do(tatoo, drugs, etc.)But i can always be there for u and give u advice. So whenever u need me, ill be there.(jackson cinco)
Daniela Anais Dacosta- I love u four, ok thats gettin on MY nerves now. But yea i really do love u, we known eachother for like ever and it seems like i no u like the back of my hand. We need to go camping or sumthin(wow thats pretty ghetto, but u no were gansters like that daniela).I dont no, but i do no that u need to ansa yo damn fone playa!
Ok people, My name is Nicole France Arambula, and I have a problem, "HI NICOLE!" Basically, I get really depressed, and i either act like a bitch to people i love, or i get rid of my pain in a temporary way(drugs, alcohol, perscription drugs)And as of today, im not taking anymore vicadin or anything else that ive been taking. The moment i got home i was crying because ive just been able to REALLY admit my problem. I threw away my bottle of vicadin which had 76 pills in it(well it was like 3 bottles-dont ask me how i got it or why i didnt give it to u instead) I came to school EVERYDAY FUCKED UP like a virgin that just got fucked by a black man. And ive been talking to this one dude, lol, and everytime he asks me how im doing i always bitch, I can never tell him how great my day was. And that my friends, is sad. I need to stop this bullshit and i need to do it now. I love myself, and i need to stop fuckin up everything and everyone that i love. Life IS good, and i need to realize that, i just got a reality bitch slap last nite while i was HARD CORE PUNK ROCK trippin, haha. No but really, this isnt cool and im relived that i can admit it and move on. The only thing left is the will-power to not do it again and to continue my insanity trip-free life.
Im going crazy with this one situation, and i cant really say wat its about but im scared to tell my best friend because lately that person hasnt really been helping, just getting pissed off whenever i bring it up. So i decided to not get into deep convos with this person that much now because this person is moving on, and i need to accept that, i dont need any "yea this and that" from this person but i think that everything i tell this person goes in one ear and out the other like a muhfuckin fly, but u no wat, thats ok cuz its not my place to bitch and judge. I can only be there for this person and i cant tell this person wat to do. This person has their own problems to deal with, especially now and i cant keep bitching about life. From now on im just gonna tell this person how much i wanna be there for them and not complain about my huge love issue that im having which hurts really bad. But im sorry for all the "this persons" i just really only want the person to no who im talking about, and i think they do.
I had about the most amazing nite on saturday and i wish i could re-live it. It was with someone i really love and care for. It was like an acid trip without the after affects. Anyways pics from Maui are finally here, ask me if u want to see them- i obviously have nothing better to do lol, actually im in school and bored as hell but i should be doing work........
I love yall and my celly is still cut off so if u want to reach me-310-301-2524.
BTW im gonna make a remake "stairway to heaven"(led zeppelin)with my friend zoey, shes got connections and even if its just for us that cool, im gonna ask my friend if he wants to play guitar for it. HAHA some hard core metal band ,made a remake of "hells bells"-acdc- i was rollin like a fattty ass joint on the floor.
WAt song should i remake?